After stopping jogging for a couple of weeks , due to various reasons. Last sunday was because of the funeral of my beloved late grand mother .Please refer to my previous post here.
Since I had not been jogging regularlly I found it was quite tough this morning.I also rediscover the meaning of inconsistency. I was too tired to run my usually lap, so I cheated and cut short after 3 laps. You can't blame me since I do not have my motivator to push me now. Maybe I should switch to breeze walking, sinceI will be taking part in a walkaton at the end of the month. I was hoping to bump in her this morning, but no such luck. She was no where to be found. It has been quite a while since I last saw her after I started working again .My calls were ignored and message not responded, which was just not like her at all. She usually calls back albeit a bit late at times.But this time it was different.Is she on elude mode? Wonder why? Have a done anything to offend her? Sometimes I wished I could read people's mind. Well obviously I can't ,but I do wished people will communicate properly, then we can avoid any misunderstanding or arouse any kind of suspicion. Frankly speaking I am tired , tired of guessing ,tired of reasoning or figuring it out. But no matter how hard I tried , this thing is always bugging me. What is wrong with me. ! Am I normal.? Am I losing my mind? I wonder if other people have such problem like mine? or am I the only one??
maybe this song will shed some light?
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