Saturday, November 28, 2009

VOTE FOR TV8 QUICKIE NEW FACE

Just came back from a youth rally, at the invitation of one of my buckaroo girl, sam. Buckaroo is one of the outpost in the Royal Rangers programe.
How she has grown. she was just about 8 when I was her outpost commander or Ranch Boss.



sam then-the bespectacled girl on the left.

she is now eighteen years old. this year. She is one of the contestant for the Tv8 quickie. see the link here.


This is how she looks now.



she will go live this sunday ,29th November, 2009.
Do vote for her at this link.
for sms type QS space SAM and sent it to 33399. each sms will cost rm.50sen.

All the best to you sam. I will be rooting for you.


Friday, November 27, 2009

ON THE DENTIST CHAIR (AGAIN)



Everytime I go to the dentist it sent the shiver down my spine.

Yesterday's visit was no different. I had an appointment to replace the bridge which I did a month ago. Dental bridges are false teeth, which are anchored onto neighbouring teeth in order to replace one or more missing teeth. The false tooth is known as a pontic and is fused in between two crowns that serve as anchors by attaching to the teeth on each side of the false tooth, thereby bridging them together.. for more about bridge read here. My last visit was months ago when I went for scaling,which is less painful but nevertheless still give me the phobia. To be fair, Dr Geetha does makes me less nervous or fearful. Anyway I thought that was to be my last visit ,and I will leave with a new set of teeth. Boy was I wrong.I had a tooth removed during my last visit as it was shaky and thus will not secure the bridge.Since the mould could not taken immediately I had to wait for the gum to return to normal . So yesterday's visit was just to make a mould. In order to do that ,the dentist had to remove the Temporary bridge and to do that she will numb the area with a mild anaesthetic. That means more jabs and I hate needles! Today had to go to the clinic again as the temporary bridge was acting weird and changed color due to what I drank(according to the doctor) it was greenish, (I did drank something greenish) the day before it was yellowish.(I sure dont remember having anything with that color) Anyway she polish them and they are good as real teeth. She assured me the new and final version would not have this problem due to the material used.It will be make of porcelain.what? china in my mouth? what will they think of next?? Anyway guess what was the damage? RM2800.00 after discount. Let's hope so, or else I am going to make some fuss at the clinic.
My next appointment will be on dec 14th. Oh no,I have to endure another unwanted experience on the dentist chair! Hope I will survive.

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

JOGGING AT THE PARK

Since my last incident I have stoped jogging at the park. But last week my god daugther,snow invited me to join her, I need not wait for a second invitation. Of course I gladly joined her and have been running ever since.I am glad she had me in mind everytime she wants to go jogging.Of course the best part is after jogging where we can have a meal together and chat a bit. On Sunday my son Joel deceided to join us but half way, ran out of steam, so he ask us to go ahead and he will catch up. After a long while there was still no sign of him. so we deceide to double back and look for him,but he was no where to be found. Panic ! could he be lost? After going in circles, he finally showed up at the place where people does their Aerobics routine. We went back to take a quick shower and later met up at old town kopitiam for our breakfast.It's been quite a while since I had a chance to have a meal with Joel.and even a longer while with both of them together. Coming back to my jogging,usually I manage to stay on course with my daughter, who was also my one time personal trainer.But today, I felt quite difficult to catch up with her. I know she is so fit and keeping up with her really takes some effort.But sometimes I am worried for this girl; she tends to overdo things . knowing her she will probably work out again when she goes back to the gym. Anyway I had a pain on my right side of my Abdomen, so I could not continue running. Had to stop and walk .so I told my girl to go ahead and I will meet her at the base at our usual meeting place. After awhile I could continue running slowly until I reached the base at our meeting point. Hope it is just hunger prangs.
I did not have dinner and was craving for some western, but since she had to rush to the gym for an appointement with a client, have to take a rain check. will wait for her call.so it's bread again. sigh...I hate to eat alone ,so bread will do fine if I must eat alone..


having our breakfast at old town kopitiam, bt tinggi, klang



Monday, November 16, 2009

ARE YOU SINCERE?

People Judge you by your ACTIONS, not words..The question on their minds would probabaly be "Are you sincere"?


Saturday, November 14, 2009

REFLECTIONS

It's almost year end, less than a month and a half and it will soon be another new year. Time to take stock. what had happened the past few months? One thing I still could not get over is the fact I haved retired .How have this new life style affected me? To be truthful I dont really enjoyed my retired life. sure I have take a short holiday and have less stress ,but I am worried sick, how will I provide for my family, and to sustain my expenses etc. My retirement fund is fast dwindling. I have not been sucessful in getting another job.Let's hope next year will be more promising.
As the title of my blog suggest , I have been searching for that something in my life.I dont think I have found everything I have been searching for but to some extend I have found something .Let's look at some of the things I have discovered.
Friends? I think I have quite a few good ones, from the previous gym I went to.Anne,Irene, clarence, and cindy. Anne is one friend who will not hesitate to meet up with me to have lunch, dinner whenever I called. She have yet to turn me down yet.Irene , of course have joined me on numerous outdoors activities And of course my outdoor buddies.They are just great..Last but not least cindy, for being such a good listener(I think from day one)and time spent together. Thanks dear for putting up with this silly old man. I Do appreciated it.Another friend I would like to mention is Bowgy from Thailand. I was rather surprised when she agreed to meet up when I suggested to her I wanted to visit Bangkok. I had another friend also from Thailand who had earlier indicated she wanted to meet up, but in the end , did a 180 degree turn, and till today I do not know the reason why. of course I was disappointed, and surprised.However I think my greatest disappointment is from someone whom I adored and care for did not show much concern and appear to be lukewarm. I figure I dont exist in her life and felt I have been used. That's gratitude for you folks. It's not that I want any thing from her , but some concern or time spent together would be nice. Surely that is not asking too much? The last incident sadden me greatly. I got blamed ,for what only God knows.Then she broke our date she had confirm earlier, but went with someone else instead.Forget about making appointment, She has to do all her stuff ,while you wait. would she drop everything just for me? I guess I know the answer now.On the other hand I would. Do I feel bitter about the whole thing? No, stupid maybe,but not bitter and certainly no regrets. I have done what I have done and I honestly can say I enjoyed every moments I had with her. How I loved her. ,but I don't expected her to know this.
I have been thinking hard, perhaps it's time to let go and forget about the whole episode and moved on. It is not going to be easy and I am not sure I can handle .Anyway I am thankful for my younger son,Joel who is very close to me since young,never failed to expressed his love for me. Love you too son. His older brother however is less expressive, but I do know he care too. Lastly my lovely wife who have been very caring and understanding and put up with me all this years.In other week ,will be our 28th year together.Thanks Darling for your love too.We had earlier plan to celebrate our anniversay with some friends,but has to cancel it due to the insistance of my wife. refer to my post here.
The other things to reconsider is my on line business. Have not been successful in them,Having failed a couple of times.I think I have to resolved to the fact I may not be cut out for this.
That's about wrap up story of my life.
Good night, hopefully 2010 will be kinder.

Here is a song by the marmalades,title reflection of my life

Thursday, November 12, 2009

MY TRIP TO BANGKOK





After postponing for so long, finally was able to make it to Bangkok on 9th November, 2009.My wife who was suppose to travelled with me, could not join me due to leave problem, so it was me all alone. At the airport to meet me was Nuch a family friend.
I must confessed the first night at the hotel was not to my expectation. sure I have slept in worst places before,but this was suppose to be a vacation(or so I thought) the bed was rather hard and I did not get a good night sleep. when my friend came the next morning and saw the room, she was so Apologetic(actually she did not book the room, but her friend did on her behalf) and request I changed to another hotel ,which was just next door. It was much better, although cost much more ,but it was comfortable. Anyway the next day after having breakfast together at the hotel,where stayed, she dropped me together with her son at weekend market .The young lad was amazing and braved for a guy his age. He is only 9. after going around for a short period, we received a call from his mother saying there was a changed of plan, as another friend of hers had invited us for her birthday party and she will pick us up in half an hour's time. when we seems lost,my young guide have no problem (without my prompting) asking for direction to get to the main road.
When we arrived at the friend's place which was the outskirt of Bangkok, only then did I RealizeI was going to be their guinea pig, for some loss hair product.so I sat through the process which lasted some 45 mins or so. Then it was time to eat, we drove to town and had sea food . After some karoke session, it was time to take leave as it was getting late and I was tired ,plus the fact I did not have a good rest the day before.
sunday was the day I was looking forward to, it was a day I was to meet my friend whom I met on tagged and facebook and it will be our first meeting.
we had agreed to meet up at MBK(ma boon kon) mall. I was early so I walked around the mall until her arrival at 12.30pm. we had lunch, then we headed for the muzuem. it started raining heavily.the first time it rained since my arrival at Bangkok.
In the evening,we had dinner at suan nam night bazaar, walked a bit before I called it a day, as I had an early morning flight the next day, and I did not want to take too much of my friend's time.
It was quite an experience being my first trip in Bangkok, but I prefer Hatyai,as I was more familiar with the town and it was not difficult to walk around to places I wanted to go to.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

A touching story



Have not been updating my blog lately, kinda of lazy and without any inspiration. Anyway this touching story came in the mail. I had read it before,and reading it again still bring tears to my eyes. I would like to share it and hope you are blessed just as I have been.


I sat, with two friends, in the picture window of a restaurant just off the corner of the town-square. The food and the company were both especially good that
day. As we talked, my attention was drawn outside, across the street. There, walking into town, was a man who appeared to be carrying all his worldly goods on his back. He was carrying a well-worn sign that read, 'I will work for food.'
My heart sank.I brought him to the attention of my friends and noticed that others around us had stopped eating to focus on him. Heads moved in a mixture of sadness and disbelief.
We continued with our meal, but his image lingered in my mind. We finished our meal and went our separate ways. I had errands to do and quickly set out to accomplish them. I glanced toward the town square, looking somewhat halfheartedly for the strange visitor. I was fearful knowing that seeing him again would call some response. I drove through town and saw nothing of him. I made some purchases
at a store and got back in my car. Deep within me, the Spirit of God kept speaking to me: 'Don't go back to the office until you've at least driven once more
> around the square.'Then with some hesitancy, I headed back into town. As I turned the square's third corner, I saw him. He was standing on the steps of the store front church going through his sack. I stopped and looked; feeling both compelled to speak to him, yet wanting to drive on. The empty parking space on the corner seemed to be a sign from God: an invitation to park. I pulled in, got out and approached the town's newest visitor.
'Looking for the pastor?' I asked. 'Not really,' he replied, 'just resting.'
'Have you eaten today?' 'Oh, I ate something early this morning.' '
'Would you like to have lunch with me?' 'Do you have some work I could do for
you?' 'No work,' I replied 'I commute here to work from the city, but I would like to take you to lunch.' 'Sure,' he replied with a smile. As he began to gather his things, I asked some surface questions.
Where you headed?' St. Louis ' 'Where you from?' 'Oh, all over; mostly Florida .' 'How long you been walking?' 'Fourteen years,' knew I had met someone unusual. We sat across from each other in the same restaurant I had left earlier. His face was weathered slightly beyond his 38 years. His eyes were dark yet clear, and he spoke with an eloquence and articulation that was startling. He removed his jacket to reveal a bright red T-shirt that said, 'Jesus is The Never Ending Story.' Then Daniel's story began to unfold. He had seen rough times early in life. He'd made some wrong choices and reaped the consequences. Fourteen years earlier, while backpacking across the country, he had stopped on the beach in Daytona. He tried to hire on with some men who were putting up a large tent and some equipment. A concert, he thought. He was hired, but the tent would not house a concert but revival services, and in those services he saw life more clearly. He gave his life over to God. 'Nothing's been the same since,' he said, 'I felt the Lord telling me to keep walking, and so I did, some 14 years now.' 'Ever think of stopping?' I asked. 'Oh, once in a while, when it seems to get the best of me But
God has given me this calling. I give out Bibles That's what's in my sack. I work to buy food and Bibles, and I give them out when His Spirit leads.' I sat amazed. My homeless friend was not homeless. He was on a mission and lived this way by choice. The question burned inside for a moment and then I asked: 'What's it like?'
'What?' 'To walk into a town carrying all your things on your back and to show your sign?' 'Oh, it was humiliating at first. People would stare and make comments. Once someone tossed a piece of half-eaten bread and made a gesture that certainly didn't make me feel welcome. But then it became humbling to realize that God was using me to touch lives and change people's concepts of other folks like me.' My concept was changing, too. We finished our dessert and gathered his things. Just outside the door, he paused He turned to me and said, 'Come Ye blessed of my Father and inherit the kingdom I've prepared for you. For when I was hungry you gave me food, when I was thirsty you gave me drink, a stranger and you took me in.' I felt as if we were on holy ground. 'Could you use another Bible?' I asked. He said he preferred a certain translation. It traveled well and was not too heavy. It was also his personal favorite. 'I've read through it 14 times,' he said. 'I'm not sure we've got one of those, but let's stop by our church and see' I was able to find my new friend a Bible that would do well, and he seemed very grateful. 'Where are you headed from here?' I asked. 'Well, I found this little map on the back of this amusement park coupon.' 'Are you hoping to hire on there for awhile?'
'No, I just figure I should go there. I figure someone under that star right there needs a Bible, so that's where I'm going next.'He smiled, and the warmth of his spirit radiated the sincerity of his mission. I drove him back to the town-square where we'd met two hours earlier, and as we drove, it started raining. We parked and unloaded his things. 'Would you sign my autograph book?' he asked. 'I like to keep messages from folks I meet.' I wrote in his little book that his commitment to his calling had touched my life. I encouraged him to stay strong. And I left him with a verse of scripture from Jeremiah, 'I know the plans I have for you, declared the Lord, 'plans to prosper you and not to harm you; Plans to give you a future and a hope.' 'Thanks, man,' he said. 'I know we just met and we're really just strangers, but I love you.' 'I know,' I said, 'I love you, too.' 'The Lord is good!' 'Yes, He is. How long has it been since someone hugged you?' I asked. A long time,' he replied. And so on the busy street corner in the drizzling rain, my new friend and I embraced (hug ), and I felt deep inside that I had been changed. He put his things on his back, smiled his winning smile and said, 'See you in the New Jerusalem.' ( New Kingdom of God )'I'll be there!' was my reply. He began his journey again. He headed away with his sign dangling from his bedroll and pack of Bibles. He stopped, turned and said, 'When you see something that makes you think of me, will you pray for me?' 'You bet,' I shouted back, 'God bless.' 'God bless.' And that was the last I saw of him. Late that evening as I left my office, the wind blew strong. The cold front had settled hard upon the town. I bundled up and hurried to my car. As I sat back and reached for the emergency brake, I saw them.. a pair of well-worn brown work gloves neatly laid over the length of the handle. I picked them up and thought of my friend and wondered if his hands would stay warm that night without them. Then I remembered his words: 'If you see something that makes you think of me, will you pray for me?' Today his gloves lie on my desk in my office. They help me to see the world and its people in a new way, and they help me remember those two hours with my unique friend and to pray for his ministry. 'See you in the New Jerusalem,' he said. Yes, Daniel, I know I will... 'I shall pass this way but once. Therefore, any good that I can do or any kindness that I can show, let me do it now, for I shall not pass this way again.'