Reformat,Erase, Reboot

One of my facebook friend put this on her status "I wish i can 'reformat' myself....
Forget & Delete what ever n restart again...." Well it is possible to reformat your harddrive ,but for human it is not possible. There was a movie call total recall where the hero went to a special clinic where his momories was erase against his will and he was given a new memory.  Of course this is just a fantacy until such thing become a reality.  Of course my comments  to my friend was "what ever bitter memories /experiences are there to help us to learnt from it and avoid them but atlas easier said than done" At one time I too have this desire and wish to have all bad memories erase from my mind, for I too had been hurt many a time. we all have heartache and hurt but there is no way we can have them erase from our mind.In fact from time to time we might even recall them. The best we could do is to keep our self occupied and try not to remember these bitter past and move on. Instead focus on the good times. Just because we had bad experience with some people does not mean all others are bad and we should avoid them. I am sure there are many good people worthy of our friendship out there.

     a scene from the movie total recall

Here is the trailer. Enjoy

ouch ! that hurts

Have been comtemplating wheather to go for batik or a coat  for my son's wedding day.So  I thought I will check out the price first at one of tailor at one of the shopping mall in klang. Well the tailor started recommending and showing all the material available. He is such a good saleman and could see I was stalling. He told me since this once in a life thing and will be a good investment in order to look good. If I dont look good, my son will not look good, since it will be his special day. Before I knew it he was taking my measurement. I have such weakness and will feel awkward if a sales person put so much effort in explanting his goods and if I were to turn them down. So I was sold. The damage RM1380.00 more or less. ouch. I felt such pain and never have I spent so much on myself and felt so guilty. I have not problem if I bought something for my children and my  god daugther included but can't get use to spending money on my personal thing. Hope I did not make a bad mistake.To console myself I keep telling myself I can use it again for my second son 's wedding.Wonder how I would look in them. The last time I wore one was on my wedding day, many many years ago.