How can a relationship which is begining to blossom can suddenly turned sour?
Do something stupid! Well that's what I did. It happened one day at the gym I playfully "slaped" on her face. in front of so many people. Her countenance changed instantly and she left in a hurry. As soon as I reliase that I sent her a text message to offer my apologies, but did not received any response. I waited a few days before I called her out for dinner and again offered my apologies and said something like "i am really sorry and assured you nextime it wont happen again" to which she retorted with 还 有 下次 ???!!! ( Next time??!! there aint gonna be a next time!!.) you should see the looks on her face. I knew then she was really angry and I dont blame her.She has every right to be angry.(even when angry she is still cute) Through out the dinner she did not say much, and even later when we went to the supermarket to get some fruits, i apologized again, but it was not acknowledged. The worst thing that can happen to a person is when he hurt someone he loved dearly and not knowing if he has been forgiven! what can I do to get her to forgive??? why is it so hard for her to forgive??!! My only "crime " was I loved her too much and for making a silly 'mistake" For that I was given the "death sentence"! Oh what have I gotten myself into??
Why is it when you tried so hard you end up hurt? Does it not pay to be kind and loving? Should I become cold and heartless in order not to be hurt this way again?
I dont think I can do this , as this is not my nature. Hopefully things will turn out alright eventually.(fingers crossed) Maybe time will heal as they say.
Lesson learnt:Never, never, Ever get too close to anyone because if you get hurt in the process you only got yourself to blame. But accept the responsiblity for your own action, dont put the blame on others.
Dont do anything stupid.
This will be my song for now
thank God she had forgiven me and loved me again.
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